I feel so alone I'm 70 but I feel like I'm ,,,7 I just want to b holy and pure in my motives and worship God I'm a senior on a fixed income I need food and a little money but I want to share any money I have with others and a man I know will give me gifts and money if I am with him physically and I can't do that it's wrong but I miss affection I'm so alone please help me to b grateful for this time