I am in love with a Russian man, and I am older than him. We have been corresponding for 12 months, morning and night. He has pulled back a little and I don't know if it is because he needs some space--I know that he is visiting family--or because he is losing interest. He is a religious Russian Orthodox man; he is a believer. I am in love with him. I would like to become his wife if it is God's will and to overcome obstacles of distance and age difference.