Paul is a child of God. Paul has made mistakes and is in need of God's mercy. Please look after him and have mercy on his soul. He has been very troubled but is in a better state of mind now. He will not make the same mistakes. He is ready to accept what his fate will give but understand he has suffered and is remorseful. Please forgive him. Please have refuge on him. Please watch over him that he makes it through this hard time.