Hi, I am in a weird predicament. I am someone who works in the gig economy and the money that I receive from it has dwindled down to practically nothing in the last few months and its causing me to not be able to pay my bills. I haven't been able to pay my utility bills for the better part of the last 2 months and no matter what I do, I can't rectify this situation. I have filled out job application after job application with the hope that maybe I can find a "real" job and I haven't found anything yet. I am losing my mind because I can't fix my situation no matter how much I try and I am mentally exhausted and I can't even eat anything. I am so worried about my future and possible threat of potentially being homeless in Detroit soon. I am at my wits end with my situation and I seriously wish that I could just commit suicide. I am extremely depressed and my soul is broken. I am asking for prayer like I have never asked for prayer before.