On May 6th I had my very first hypertensive crisis and was rushed to ER in night. Subsequently, nothing has been discovered with my heart despite almost 100 tests, EKG’s, half dozen trips to ER and two hospitals stays since. They don’t know what is wrong. I’m getting worse and with other symptoms that have me suffering so much that I don’t know how I can make it through. I’m relatively healthy aside from this and it has taken my world and flipped it upside down. I have been seeking help from other drs to find a root cause but answers yet and some drs are months out to see. I’m suffering. I’m very scared and my body has grown so tired. I love God. I trust Him but struggle with what is His will. To take me home? Or to get my miracle?