In short, I became depressed and began drinking heavily after my moms passing about three years ago. I drank pretty much every day and it caused a toxic environment within our home — causing tension in our marriage. My wife asked me to get help on many occasions, but I took advantage of her kindness. She was fed up with constant damage control, avoiding drama, conflict — it caused her a lot of emotional pain (she told me). Finally, she drew a line in the sand and left me. It was the wake-up call I needed — no more empty promises. I recently joined a 20-week intense out-patient substance abuse treatment program. Point being, I do not want to lose my wife. I love her so very much, from the bottom of my heart — I love her! Please pray for G-d’s perfect will in our situation, including my addiction/sobriety. Also, please pray I'll have the capacity to accept the outcome — as she’s now considering divorce. Thank you, I appreciate and covet your prayers!