I need urgent prayers please. I’ll try and keep it short. My and my wife of 13 years who I’ve been with since we was 15. She grew up Christian in the last few years I have seen a MAJOR Evil change in my wife and it is also her parents and family as well. I have caught her watching Porn that involves dogs and other animals. She has stated “F@&$” God and “what has he ever done for me” I am medically retired military at a early age which was hard on me because I lost my career and had only known the military since 17. So I feel in a deep depression and started reaching out wanting to be a Christian and actually try and live as a Christian should. I was met by the worst evil I have ever experienced and still am. She told my best friend she wished I would kill myself and would say the most gut wrenching hurtful things. And as I was left literally crying in the floor she just laughed and continues to be vile. I am not perfect but I’m afraid for her soul.