Since I was a teenager I’ve been fantasizing about what I want in life to be happy and not having to worry about to much, and when that’s not want life hold for me in my life I feel better fan—. Now I have a bad spirit that has a hold on me and it is strong and making me sick. I’m a veteran of 32 years retired. Please for my soul to help keep that bad spirit inside of me that I’m not strong enough to fight.