prayer for forgiveness my evil thoughts burden me. I have obsessive compulsive disorder w/ intrusive thoughts. I have lots of thoughts condemning my niece Aria it seems even-though I do not want her to actually be condemned. These thoughts are very intrusive and very frustrating. I have lots of thoughts condemning my Aunt Odette it seems even- though I do not want her to actually be condemned and die. These thoughts are very intrusive because I keep thinking that thinking these thoughts might increase chances of my aunt Odette dying sooner. I have lots of condemning thoughts to my Mom eventhough I love her to death thinking that I am condemning her to get tumors and have cancer and die. These thoughts are really frustrating and disturbing. The thoughts towards my 3 year old niece Aria are the most disturbing because she is so innocent and I keep thinking that she can develop the same mental struggles I have developed in my lifetime, because she reminds me of myself.