Recently, my mom passed away. She is and was my dearest friend. I do not have anyone to lean on in that way. She was amazing in every way. Anyway, since my mother's passing, everything has gotten worse. I have always struggled with OCD and GAD, which I have always been able to maintain, but recently, it has been awful. I have always believed in God and his plan, but I feel so lost. I need help. I can not do it alone. I have had pretty traumatic things happen in the past, and it just has all built up. I just need help. I would appreciate it greatly if I could have a prayer of healing and forgiveness. Thank you so much really.