For the past year, I have been struggling with letting go of a woman who I was in love with for 4 years and shared a friendship since childhood. The first 3 years of our relationship were good, however the last year it felt like there was spiritual interference as well as worldly interference. This past year I have been trying to let go and move on but a part of me was convinced she was my soulmate. Later this year, we reconnected after my birthday and things seem like they were going good for us until she randomly got back together with the man she left me for last year and cut ties. I am lost, confused, and hurt. If for whatever reason we are supposed to reunite, I ask and pray that God will help make that so, but if not, I pray to have the strength to let go and move on with my life without the pain being unbearable.