Please stand in agreement with me that I will overcome this feeling of being alone. and a hermit. I love the Lord. I have not become totally social since covid. I have been through and believe I am at the end of a long journey of asthma and congestive heart failure. But now they say covid is coming back. My sisters are mad at me because I don't think through things and I am just not alert. mentally. I became part of a dating site and met two men. When they tell me about their illnesses, and it sounds castotropic . I have taken care of my father and mother and my brother and my other family member all my life....I don't wish to be another one. I am working on me. I also don't want to be an instant wife. I stay up late to watch tv. which I really enjoy. I want a life which I enjoy. Maybe this is a bad day for me mentally.