My husband and I have been struggling to conceive a child and expanding our family for a few years. I’ve had two biochemical pregnancies and have struggled greatly getting pregnant. It’s so heart wrenching for me to see other family members and friends and even people I don’t know personally get pregnant around me… I take it so personally and feel that God has “forgotten” me somehow in this journey. I also feel selfish because I know how blessed I am with everything else I have. I don’t find peace in prayer and I feel like I’ve lost a connection with God. I just feel like I’m being punished somehow… I feel lost, hopeless, inefficient as a woman and like I won’t ever be blessed with the gift of having children. I have so much resentment, jealousy and sadness built up about this topic. Thank you for having this available to the public.
City/State: Woodbridge, VA, USA