I'm extremely lonely. In the most emotionally difficult place ever. feel like my life is wasting away. i desperately need the power of God unleashed on my life. i need God's help. I need a new job. i dont want to be alone anymore. afraid of being alone the rest of my life. please pray the Lord will show up for me somehow right now. Please pray He will encourage me somehow and shine light into this excruciating bleakness. Life is so unbearably bleak right now. It's suffocating.