Hello, Lost my husband on Christmas Day 2023, and things have gone downhill since then!! I’m currently 3 months behind in my Mortgage, my daughter who is bipolar had a breakdown due to her father’s death went off her meds and is now incarcerated she was totally out her body died not remember anything that happened, my faith is wavering I’m spoken out against Gods word, the Holy Spirit speaks to me I repent pray for forgiveness because of my thoughts words I’m finding it hard to keep the faith I know it’s a test and I’m failing!! Please pray 🙏🏾 my strength and renewal of Faith this morning I’m at the point where I just wanna join my husband but I doing that I know I will not see him but I’m so tired 😴 and I’m really ready to give up!! I don’t wanna feel like this prayers PLEASE!!!