Please pray for me. I have an alcohol problem. I also abuse my wife consistently verbally mentally physically and spiritually. I neglect her and reject her when she speaks. I am always forgetful, angry and take it out on my wife. It’s hard to pick up the Bible to read or to go to church. Please help my wife begs for a divorce and she always cry to God about the way I treat her. But a part of me feels like she is just a drama queen. I work away from home all week and leave her with our son who has autism. And when I come back on the weekends, I make sure to not help her potty train our son. She tries to help our son with his health, and I go against everything she does. She says I hate her, but I don’t. She prays all the time; reads her Bible all the time and I was expecting the Bible to change her and make her submit to me. But she said she cannot submit to my demons. I want to dominate her, but she refuses. I slander and gossip about her behind her back and I don't know why I do this