I trust Him. I ask for wisdom and Holy Spirit help strenghten me to act as he lives in me thst I only glorify him and not my ego. I fall way short everyday I know he loves me. When Paul said "Why do I want the things that destroy me" I struggle so hard. I am afraid I am fooling myself. I love him as my king yet why do I fall so short. I want to be a light not a pot hole in anothers salvation