It's been a very tough road for me since my son was murder in May of 21 and then my favorite niece was killed in February of 22 rt after my birthday so that month is always going to be tough now January 25 of this year my brother just passed away in his sleep so I'm not done grieving over my son now my niece and brother is gone to heaven so my anxiety and depression has been so severely bad somedays I can't even get out of my bed I'm about to get eviction and I been here for 7years now and now things have gotten so bad for me it's soo ridiculous