Please send an extra prayer up for me soon. I’ve been strong in faith, hope, love, and giving my entire life. Lately feeling lost and being attacked by negativity. Nothing seems to go right, absolutely nothing. I still love and I’m kind, even though it seems like life has a plan to just destroy me slowly and painfully. I have no true joy, no desire to continue the good fight of good versus evil. Evil is winning hands down and my life is in emotional turmoil. Everything is a challenge from a simple tasks of putting on my shoes to just taking a leisurely walk. Everything breaks, every single task has to be tried over and over again for success. It isn’t normal, even breaking the laws of physics it seems. Nothing ever even comes close to going as planned. So tired of living as good as I can and trying to add value to others. Only to be welcomed daily with pain, struggles, death, losses in every form. It just never stops.