My loving God, I’ve been caught in a stressful cycle of desire and shame, but I know you can help me break free of it. I acknowledge that my addiction to multiple young men blocks the intimacy that you created sex to nurture through real relationships. Please heal my mind from the unhealthy neural pathways that have been wired into my brain from orgies and paying for intercourse. Thank you for healing and fulfilling me with real love. Amen.