Please pray for my depression. I haven’t seen one of my sons and almost 8 years and he has a child I’ve never seen I haven’t seen my other child in six years but we at least text the other one does not have any contact with me and I wrote him a letter two weeks ago and haven’t heard anything from him, I am 73 and have high blood pressure and chest pains. I don’t even want to get out of bed to do anything.