I have been through 2 surgeries the last 6 months and both were my first ever healths cares in my 29 years of life.. It has been so hard on me as it was something I could not control and I have just been through so much trauma, stress and worrying. After my last surgery a deep feeling of sadness replaced the happy, outgoing person I use to be and has not lifted yet. I am praying day in and out that this will lift in time with the power of God and I just need all the prayers I can get as I am struggling so much as I want my life back. Just prayer for continued strength and faith that God will get me through this and that He sees a bigger picture for me on the other side of all this. I have never experienced depression before in my life.