Like a dark cloud has been over my head and my fiancé head the past month. Vehicles breaking down, spending money and not fixing the problem, then his truck needs fixed. The relationship problems, as he needs help with his drinking, I want to leave sometimes but then I think we're would he go, he wouldn't have anyone, his mom and dad are gone. His daughter is only 15. It's like I'm just falling apart. I believe in God and Pray and go to church not all the time but I do. It's like when will things look up.