Please pray for my mental health. I have hate and unforgiveness in my heart. What hurts the most I been heart by fellow church member and pastoral staff. Because other Christians who I thought i could trust have spread lies about my mother. And how this one member thought they were own friend. But all along was deceiving us. I have a lot of hate because I have been discriminated against treated unfairly in my life. Christian's aren't suppose to have clique groups. They weren't really Christian's anyways. You don't become friends with someone who hurt us then walk into church. With a demon smile. Because they chose the one who hurt you over you. I have to forgive but it's hard to. When you been hurt when you did nothing to deserve it. You can't enter heaven. Unless you forgive those who wronged and betrayed you.