I am really struggling with severe depression, and i have not been able to sleep some nights due to this. I am mainly depressed about my past, from some trouble I got into with a former friend before I was a Christian, to about 14 years ago when I really got deceived and thought I was under attack by demons and my taking psychiatric medications was forbidden. In 2010 I ended up in the psych ward at a hospital, and now live in a nursing home for people with mental illness. I have been very depressed about hurting my mom and family back in 2009-2010 after a former neighbor told me ancestral demons attacking me and my family and others and I had to bind them every day, and him and a deliverance counselor I had for 3 sessions told me I should not take my psychiatric medications. I got really angry towards my family, moved out, and lost alot of money to false teachers promising me I would be victorious if i gave offerings. I need to forgive myself and find peace in God and in my life.