I ask to be forgiven for the wrong things that I have done for the right reasons. I did what I had to do to survive. Yet I am still failing.. I pray that my sins will be lifted so I when I'm called home I can go with a clear heart and conscience and my loved ones won't continue to suffer because of my actions. I would like to feel safe for one more time in my life before I am called home. I have great needing my heart to make everything right again before I die. It the most important thing to me right now. I need to make it right.