Dear god, at this point I feel like i'm just venting because my prayers aren't being answered. its ok though because i still have hope and read the bible and pray even scripture.. I want my current job to get better and that people arent bullies to me.. I like working where i work I want better to be able to provide more for others and hope i win money off a scratch someday so i can buy my own home or apartment.. and donate to charity.. Amen.