We stay married all these years I am a Holy Deacon I love my wife Cindy so very much. We have been together since we were teenagers I was ordained on September 8, 1996 as an Eastern Catholic Deacon in the Greek Melkite Catholic Church with BiRitual faculties in the Roman Catholic Church please I want to stay a Deacon with my beautiful wife we have a Cemetery plot we bought when mother died 1983 I love You Lord so much please please I was a beautiful Deacon I stay a Deacon.