Please pray for my eternal soul. I have sinned against myself and my ex-fiance. I have spent so many years of our relationship lying about my financials, job, and how I felt about her, and I have been lying to myself. I consistently brought her down to bring myself up, and I didn't see it until she left me for another man... God. I am now beginning to see the errors of my way, but I just don't know if God can help save my soul. I know I am not the man she needs anymore, and I am ready to let her live her best life with him and without me.